YAY!*cheers*
It's lyk a 2 days 1 night camp which might as well we juz practise till late at night&go home sleep,right?!
Ya,EVERYONE thought lyk this(as far as i asked^^).
Our band camp SUCKS(sorry,i'm too pissed off by this camp)!
Let me tell u wad happened tat makes me pissed.
#1-Getting scolded as a bunk IC(okay,it's really a too HUGE responsibility)
#2-SOMEONE makes me wanna cry out loud!!!
I shall further elaborate ltr.
DAY1:
We went to school early in e morning @ 7.30am. I woke up at around 6.10am?
Then,a stupid thing occurs.
When i go up to e mrt station,i saw an mrt came&i rushed inside.
Guess what?
I board e wrong mrt.
Arrrr!
Then,i alighted at Sembawang&took e other train to CCK.(this process takes 10 mins.)
I thought my unlucky fate will end right here.
BUT coz i reached CCK late,we are late.
Let me repeat:"WE ARE LATE!"
Which means,we have to RUN TO SCHOOL!
Okay,i hated this.
After reaching sch,luckily didnt get punish^^
Then,we prepared quickly for e Henderson Xchange.
The Xchange was quite a success?
I tink we,as a whole band,did improve:D
Hope tat we can really get GOLD! (it will b such an honour la!)
Then,we returned to school&we went to our bunks.
Okay,my bunk have...
#1-ME!(i kana bunk IC)
#2-Lydia(kana AIC)
#3-Selina
#4-Evelyn
#5-Eva
#6-Theodora
#7-Vivien
#8-Huiting
This bunk...i thought still okay at first.
BUT i realised tat when we eat,regardless of breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper,we didnt talk:(
I wanna talk de but i'm those 被动kind of person!
Coz if u dun talk,i wun noe wad to talk:(
I seriously is very scared of 冷场.
I scared ltr i talk,ppl find it lame&ignore me:(
IF ppl talk bout sum topics which i'm interested in,i'll continue to TALK TALK TALK non-stop:)
I'm good at elaboration:)
Oh ya, this is e part.
I got scolded for not knowing tat we must go band room after we do finish everything we're supposed to do.
It's not tat i dunno.
NOBODY TOLD ME!
How i know?!
Worse still,i got scolded for not being fierce enough!
So,i proved to e majors by scolding them&telling them to b faster.
They still say i no 威严.
I oreadi scold le,u still wan me to?
Then when we reached band room,we're e 2nd or 3rd bunk to arrive.
Are we slow?
I got scolded for?
Not being fierce enough when i oreadi scolded them to tell them to b faster?
Then...we went for sectionals which is lyk WHAT?!
Truthfully speaking,i dun lyk sectionals.
Coz i MUST teach e section,so they will learn new things BUT i dunno HOW to teach them properly.
Yvonne didnt teach me how to handle them or what.
Worse still,they sumtimes dun wanna blow&i'll need to control them,to force them to blow.
Which i sumtimes find myself....
Truthfully speaking,it's VERY HARD to teach juniors.
IF i tell them to blow through e whole song,it's no use.
IF i teach them e running notes part,they still can't blow,then i'm at my wit's end.
FLUTE WILL DEPEND ON NXT YEAR SEC4'S LE!
JIAYOU:D
Then,we went to watch some videos,blahblahblah...
Then we hav sectionals again!
Yvonne came&teach our section which is YAY!
Then,she said tat i deproved coz my tone not good:(
She said Junhua improved coz her tone bcum better le.
Then i oso agreed.
Junhua then said sumthing which makes me a bit angry&disappointed.
She said tat she also find tat i deproved a lot this few days&she improved a lot.
Okay,i oso agreed but i told her i'll practise hard de.
I then tried to improve on my tone&kept practising durin e sectional.
I thought she'll forget bout this le&wun remind me of my tone deprovin,so i wun b sad.
I thought she'll encourage me to JIAYOU de...
BUT i was utterly disappointed when at night,we practised as full band,she asked Weiyan to compare my tone&her tone coz she wanna see who is more airy.
She then say she find herself very airy(WHAT?!)
She then told Weiyan tat Siyun is deprovin a lot le! Haiyo!
LIKE THAT LEHHS!
WTH!
Okay,this is a secret:
Actually,Peisi&Zhenyi told me tat she find Junhua's piccolo tone very bad&solo not good,then she tell me to tell Junhua bout it.
Okay,i didnt tell.
I did tell but i only say,"Junhua,u must JIAYOU on ur solo,okay?"
I didnt say lyk ur tone very bad or ur solo sucks la!
I thought tat lyk tat say to Junhua will hurt her heart ma BUT Junhua didnt thought this way!
Junhua kept telling lotta ppl bout me deproving!!
She did even more disappointing things during Day2...
Okay,at night,we still hav practices UNTIL 2.
When Peisi ask us whether we wanna stay until 2,i really objected.
BUT i dunno why,many ppl shouted tat they wan!
After i go ask around,they say they dun wan de but everybody raise their hands.
Okay,no choice.
The practice lasted until 11 plus for me coz at 11plus,i nearly slept(:
BUT during practice,e percussionists say tat they heard sumone breathing in e band storeroom!
Okay,this woke me up:D
&Yinghui so funny la!
She can sleep nearly ANYWHERE!
Band room,class room,&maybe toilet?:D:D
At last,it's 2 am&we finally go to sleep:D
Day2:
*I wanna jump to e tutoring straight away*
When e tutor arrived,u noe wad Junhua said?
She said,"How to cure airiness arhx? Siyun de tone deprove a lot lehhs! Bcum very airy le!"
LIKE THAT!
I was lyk crying in my heart.
Whenever other ppl tell me to tell Junhua tat her playin is not good or need improvement,i didnt DIRECTLY tell her,coz i dun wanna hurt her heart but...
I was lyk encouraging her to JIAYOU&if she play well,i oso happy for her lehhs!
BUT she didnt!
When my tone deprove,she didnt tell me to JIAYOU or what!
She juz kept hurting my heart agn&agn!
I thought tat she wun talk bout my tone deproving agn,coz she wun wan to remind me of e sad stuffs but she told e tutor,whole flute section,Yvonne,Yokeling&Jiaying!!!!!
I REALLY DID TRY TO IMPROVE LE!
Why can't she juz pat on my shoulder&tell me to JIAYOU?
Why she muz kept telling others bout me deproving?!
I noe i deproved but i will work hard de ma!
When my tone sounds nice,Junhua wun even say things lyk Wa! U play well!
When she play well,i even told her tat she play well or wad...
When she nervous,i told her to calm down,tell her tat she sounds okay......
BUT SHE...
And bcoz Yvonne says her tone improve,she kept tellin others tat her tone improve!
Does she actually noe HOW I FEEL?!
I noe e flute section understands how i feel coz they tried to avoid talkin bout tone durin e camp.
They still say,"Siyun shld teach e Sec1's lorhx" lyk tat,which makes me feel 感动,coz they really did regard me as a senior.
I WILL PROVE TAT MY TONE IS OKAY DE!
And when we went back home today,she spend 10 mins talking bout my tone?
She is puttin pressure on me,u noe?!
Why can't she stitch her mouth and stop talkin bout tone?
I noe my own weakness&i oreadi try hard to change le arhx!
PLEASE SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME:(((((
I always thought u,as my 11 years de friend,will understand me most de,but i'm totally wrong...
Okay.
I'm really disappointed.
I thought if u treat others nicely,others will treat u nicely back.
BUT I'm wrong.
I guess mayb if u treat others nicely,others will take u for granted ba...
&still pursuing for it.
